Monday, March 11, 2013

want to write a lot.

Today i have discovered a app for posting blogs. Previously to post a blog i had to wait till i got back home. Open my laptop and check if internet is connected and then write and post. By that time i used to forget what i want to write. But now all it takes is to think. And then write and post. Anywhere about anything.
I love this smart phones. Read or write anything from anywhere.
I have also stayed back in office today to finish installation so that i can catch up wid other important stuff in obiee and project.
Sanjeev is showing off about his knowledge in obiee and project. I want to excel in obiee so much that he will give up competing wid me. Cuz i hate competitions. Gives me nasty feeling. Makes me sweat and gives me headache when i am high. And i am afraid of losing. Although i have lost so many times and so many things i am still afraid to lose. The reason might be the knowledge that i rarely lose when i am interested in stuff. But i know the world doesnt care abt my interest, all it looks at is the result. Likr my project manager told me once, "i dnt care what u did. Tell me whether u have completed or not?". To which i didn't reply positively. Its a different thing that work i was supposed to complete was never completed cuz it was not the best of approaches. But she did not listen when i told that.
It seems i have too many complains in my life. But tell me, who hasn't?
Basically, people who are misunderstood because of there distinctive thought process tend to write blogs or books or diary. I might not be right at all but it seems a gud justification.
I wanted to leave office, realised i had bike. Can leave anytime i want. Awesome. Isn,t it?
Enough for now i presume.
At the end of the day, whenever i think and eventually dream of something. I end up being a hero or a poet or something great in my thoughts and dreams. But i have no deeds to support my dreams. So now the question is should i stop dreaming or start acting?

Well acting upon dreams is not my thing. So i will stop dreaming.